I gave up bread for lent, thinking that it would be something easy, something I would not really miss.....WRONG!
Though my blood sugars are considerably better, I can't tell if it is a carbohydrate reduction, or from the re-alignment of my hormones from the hysterectomy. Wonderful. Another month of dealing with adjustments. Do I just fix and fix until my beta cells die, and they put me on insulin?
Eating dinner with my ex tonight. I need to tell him about John's death. I am an emotional mess, and, although it should not matter, considering the water under Niko and my proverbial bridge, I find myself angry and embarrassed that I have a brand new chin-zit for the occasion...Vanity is as ill-fitting and unattractive on me as any of my other vices.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
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